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I hate to make everything too obvious. That's the reason I put it here.

I can't say I'm thinking this ALL the time. I really don't. But I think about it pretty often. When I saw a clear night sky with bright stars. When I was driving and listen to the hill. When after drinking a while and I know I'm sober again. When I was playing guitar and being very vulnerable with those melancholy melodies. I always remember those days when we're together. No matter it was in taipei, new york, or chengdu. I can't satisfy you at the moment. But if you ask me, I still would love to be somewhere by your side. I'd still love to see you somewhere. I miss the feeling I don't have to say too much and the other side catches me almost immediately. I know that you understand everything about me, even you hardly admit it. I just know, and I know you feel the same. And started to wonder why it has to be like this.

Just can't fool with the reality. Can't start everything again. Or maybe I should never listen to your music anymore. Never do the things I'll do when we are together. Stop think the way you think. Don't dream about you or your life anymore.

You are already gone. to somewhere I can't reach. 所有事情都抽離了。